It's getting easier, I don't freak out like I used too...I can actually eat without feeling sick, I'm up to eating once a day...

Thank you so much Dada and Uncle Hen I don't know what I would do without you.

I got my acceptance letter to Julliard...*sighs* maybe next year...

*locked to Jackson*

Jackson? I love you more than anything....thank you so much for being my strength.

I just love it when people I love are hurt or upset or angry...because it makes me hurt or upset or angry and WHO DOESN'T JUST LOVE BEING ANGRY? *rolls eyes*

Isabella+Angry= not good

Request drabbles. Something stupid, silly, sappy, whatever. But no requests for uber angst or fighting stuff. I need happy

Can I ask you a question please?
Promise you won't laugh at me
Honestly, I'm standing here afraid I'll be betrayed...
As twisted as it seems
I only feel love when it's in my dreams
so let in the morning the light and let the darkness fade away

Can you turn my black roses red?
Can you turn my black roses red?

Drowing in my lonliness
how long must I hold my breath?
All this emptiness inside...I could fill the deepest sea
I reach to the sky as the moon looks on
my one last tear has come and gone
I'm dying to let your love rain down on me...

Can you turn my black roses red?
Can you turn my black roses red?
Can you turn my black roses red?
Cuz I feel like I've never known love...

It wasn't suppose to be like this you know, I wasn't suppose to fuck up this time....old habits are hard to kick though I guess.

He makes me feel so beautiful.